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Pretty Girl

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Pretty Girl,
Why are you crying?
Pretty Girl,
Inside your dying.

Oh,Every nights a struggle.
Everyday a waste.
The beauty is from your survival.
Once more ignite your inner strength.

Pretty Girl,
Why do you have to keep lying?
Pretty Girl.

You trigger your thoughts,
And try to be happy.
But you cant seem to feel,
And your not sure you want to heal.

Pretty Girl,
Can you turn yourself around?
Pretty Girl start smiling,
Don't wear a frown.

And You've hidden it for so long.
And you don't know how to believe.
And you driven yourself crazy,
With thinking that your weak.

Since you were little,
They told you,You were insane.
But there's nothing wrong with you.
Maybe it's all in their brains.

Pretty Girl,
Take your pills,
Cause otherwise you'll be so ill.
Pretty girl.

Heart that's broken.
And eyes to her soul.
Arms with scars,
And a future not yet known.

Pretty Girl,
Pretty Girl.
I'm a pretty girl.
A pretty girl.
About my struggle with mental illness.
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Diagnosed with Deppression:5 years old.
Took pills until she was 13.
Hospitalized at 13 for first suicide attempt.
Twas the first of 16 attempts,was never hospitalized for the others because nobody but me ever knew.
Diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder:18 years old.
Best friend drove me, other then her and me, nobody other then a few boyfriends and a few online friends know.

Used to:Cut,Burn,Drink,Headbang,Wristbang,sniff nailpolish,Pull hair out,Among a few other things.

Also suffered from:Anorexia,Bulimia,Agoraphobia

Among my deppression and BPD I have also survived: Rape,molestation,Emotinal abuse,Physical abuse,losing friends because of being sick,other health problems such as asthma and vitamin definices,Almost being homeless,Running away,the death of loved ones among other things.
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I survived you can too,Don't let the demon(also known as mental illness)win.

We are much much stronger then we seem.
© 2008 - 2024 BloodEcstasy
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